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Name: Chris
Birthday: 10/17/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: EDGE, music, guitars, video games, horror movies, comedy movies, weird movies (req. for a dream, pi, dead man ect..), emo, screamo, hardcore, metal, metalcore, death metal, grind, grindcore, oriental ramen noodles,and most importantly, I Love Darrel Lee Astle beyond words.
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Nocturnal Pul53
MSN: chris_croll_2@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  sXe_silhouetteXromance_sXe
Member Since:
8/15/2004
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| I need my friends... i need them to keep me fucking strong right now.
I'm sorry I drove you away... sorry we couldnt make it work out. I wanted to.
I do still love you and I still want to be your friend.
you stay strong as well. I'm here if you need to talk.
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| Driving to the Credit Union today, I came to realize somthing I never
paid attention to: I really look up to my brother. He has a good life.
A wife, a home, a family, enough money to keep them happy and is a
strong Christian. Somthing I am clearly not. He's strong in his
beliefs, hilarious, has a positive outlook on things (even when they
seem like life is going downhill). Things I need to work on most
definately. I'll change how I act somtimes so they dont think I'm
stupid or somthing along those lines. Some people I havent had to do
that around are Darrel, all of my good friends. thats about it. My
outlook on life isnt always positive. I may not announce it to the
public that Im in a rut at times but just know, it's happens to me too.
So those of you who think of me as a role modle or for my younger
friends who look up to me, sorry I guess. haha. I try to make people
laugh when I know they need it, even when they dont I'm just a dork
cause I love laughing. Even in my feeble attempts to make Darrel laugh,
once in a while she'll catch a joke or one liner that I have to say and
find it funny. My brother to this day still leaves me rolling and my
sides kill after he's gone from laughing so much. I wish I had the
ability to do that. Leave a room with an impression and still be
remembered when I re-enter. Anyways.
I miss Darrel. One night away from her and I already want to see her so
badly. She's so amazing, kind, level headed, has a huge heart, so
incredibly funny. She has the ability start talking or hang out with me
and I dont want the conversation to end or her to ever leave. Darrel is
a one of a kind. Who knows what the future holds for our relationship.
All I know is I want her forever and love her with everything I have.
So, for those of you of the female sex who come onto myspace or xanga
looking for a local guy to date or screw, pass mine up. Give up at
"hello" if your intentions are ill. I'm taken by someone you would
never be able to live up to and am never letting her go. Always have
priorities set. She is my #1 priority and nothing will change that. I
love you Darrel.
Night Kids,
Chris
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| I'm off to the credit union to set up a checking account so I can start
getting paid off the stuff i do online. Suh! Talk to you when i get
home Darrel. Love you.  haha. werd.
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| This weekend was fun. I'm still calming down. Darrel is THE best thing to ever happen to me. Well, peace out.
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